The Big Love: A Novel by Sarah Dunn
Alison is looking for her Big Love.  The guy she will happily settle down with and spend the rest of her days.  She thought she had been living with him.  But one night during a dinner party, he went out for mustard and called to say he wouldn't be coming back.  Ouch!

Now Alison is out there dating again, trying to find her way in the single world.  Not so easy when you are her.  Alison is not your typical girlfriend.  She was raised as an evangelical Christian, but found that college life and evangelicalism didn't mix well.  But leaving such strong childhood beliefs and values behind isn't easy.  Alison finds herself continually conflicted over feelings about sex, love and commitment.  Sometimes she wants to be good, but it's hard.  Sometimes she wants to be bad, but that's hard too.

Now you might think a good therapist could help Alison sort out her issues.  She thought so herself.  But after 11 years of therapy, she hasn't made much progress.  Perhaps her $13 an hour sessions with graduate students at a public teaching clinic could be to blame.

At least if her love life isn't going smoothly, Alison has her career.  She enjoys her job as a columnist at an alternative newspaper in
Philadelphia .  She writes primarily about her life and her relationship with her boyfriend.  Now that he's an ex-boyfriend, though, her boss isn't so sure he wants to keep Alison's column going.  When the nice girl doesn't land the guy she's been chasing, maybe it's time to end the story.

But Alison's story is only really beginning.  She's experimenting with new types of relationships - casual flings, office romance, friendships turned more serious.  She's taking more chances and living a little larger.  It's a different world from the safe, but unfulfilling life, she had made for herself.  When her guy comes back, will she want him?  Just when she's started to spread her wings, will she be willing to clip them and settle back into the nest?

The Big Love is a story for every girlfriend who's wondered whether breaking up with a mediocre guy was the right thing to do.  It gives hope that there is someone better out there for you.  Someone who will enjoy life with you, not cause you to stagnate.  We all deserve a little passion, some laughter, shared interests, and lots of possibilities.  Better not to settle.  After all, you want to be available when the right guy comes along.

About the author:  Sarah Dunn was a senior writer for Murphy Brown and the executive story editor for Spin City.  She was a co-producer for Veronica's Closet before leaving TV to write this novel.  She lives in New York City .  

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